Y Sunday, September 26, 2010
Whenever i stare blank into the air,
i think of you.
& the possibility of us being together.
I know its quite impossible for us,
Comparing me to your EX,
it's like comparing heaven & earth...
I'm more stupid than him,
I'm uglier than him,
I'm younger than you which he is older than you,
I'm childish like you say,
I'm Shorter,small size than him,
I'm nothing compare to him.
I'm a nuisance compare to him & you.
But i am who i am,
like me for who i am,
& hate me for who i am.
Don't ever doubt me,
cause whatever i say in front of a certain person,
is what i say in front of any other person..
I don't act or gossip behind people back.
I know my Academics ain't good,
my English is always broken,
my Chinese sucks too...
There's nothing good in me,
until you find me out about it.
I flirt,but i don't flirt when my heart is being occupied.
I'm always very worried about you,
but i wonder you even care about it?
Does it even matter?
Do you even feel anything?
Do you even get worry about me?
At least i let you know my bad side first,
rather than making you like my good side,
& realize my bad side.
lll
black&red.
8:16 PM