Y Saturday, September 4, 2010

Before being happy,
things is always sorrow & rough..
It's unfair,when things don't turn out the way you wanted even if you have been through sorrowfulness...
People around me always tell me things is happening not on the right time,
but when is it the right time?
It's your choice to make that difference...
Being happy is a choice?
But being not lonely is never a choice one could make...
I really hate being lonely,
especially when stuff don't turn out right!
I always hope there's someone that i could fall back on if i am too tired...
Why isn't there any kind soul in this world of mine?
Is there even a hug-gable person in my dimension?
Everything seems fake & nothing feels real.
I'm tired already,
even though i found someone to fall back on,
but it won't let me to...
Life is so unfair,i hate life...
I've never did like myself but me myself is the only one always being with me...
When things get to you so often,
you would eventually like that thing.
Well,i really don't need you to love me...
Just let me love you,
I really feel like crying right now ):
So what if i posted all these stuff?
Nobody will bother reading them,
nobody will come and comfort me.
I really hope you are the "NOBODY".
You should know i'm referring to you.. ):
I really hope i could live laugh love too,
these are the things i like to do,
nothing more.
I am part of a lost generation
and I refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
“Happiness comes from within.”
is a lie, and
“Money will make me happy.”
So in 30 years I will tell my children
they are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope.
And all of this will come true unless we choose to reverse it .
- Jonathan Reed
lll
black&red.
11:34 PM