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Y Thursday, October 29, 2009

I miss you

I love you ♥

lll
black&red.
2:40 AM

Y Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-~~New wallet ;x~~
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

Only 2 wishes came true ;]
But still i have a great bday with you guys! :D

lll
black&red.
12:05 PM

Y Monday, October 26, 2009

Being together doesn't means happiness..

I have good memories with you & i want more!

i want today to be tomorrow good history.

Being single doesn't means you are happy too.

I hate feeling like this!

I don't want to live,

I don't want to breathe,

Unless you are next to me,

You take the pain i feel.

lll
black&red.
1:58 PM

Y Sunday, October 25, 2009

I always wondered is your life better with or without me? ;/

Music:Comatose

By:Skillet

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you

Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize
I'm slowly losing you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away

Oh, how I adore you
Oh, how I thirst for you
Oh, how I need you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

Breathing life, waking up
My eyes open up

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

Oh, how I adore you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Oh, how I thirst for you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Oh, how I adore you
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

lll
black&red.
3:49 AM

Y Thursday, October 22, 2009

Everything is a lie,A LIE & A LIE...

The one i want to rely on and share what i feel is going to be a lie...

LOVE is a lie.

Maturing is a lie.

But feeling ain't lie,

trust your instinct...

& for Fsake,

i am so Fconfuse..

idk what to do &

who the hell would know something that you didn't mention,

not even god.

God is a lie too,

if there were god in this world there won't be suffering...

& sorry to people who believe in God...

lll
black&red.
11:10 PM

ohya forget post birthday boy ;]

May my wishes come true ;]

lll
black&red.
1:46 PM

Updated photos.

let the photo do the talking ;]

ShuaiGe,UglyGuy & meinv ;]

Standing:Shunda,Lingsheng,Sebastian,Zhangrong & Ahbuii ;]

Seating:Junrong,ME,Zongyi & bingjun ;]

Ahbuii,Lingsheng & Shunda ;]

Lazy post le...

lll
black&red.
3:44 AM

Y Sunday, October 18, 2009

16/10/09
Birthday eve!
Went out with family to have dinner,
after dinner went to meet my cousins,
went for movie and desert
than head home around 2am ;]
Let the photo do the talking ;]

Handsome right? :x
There's more at FaceBook ;]

17/10/09
Birthday!
Waiting for 12noon to reach so i could go out,
when i was playing my comp,
my mum suddenly went to check the door thought it was my dad,
she saw a group of kids and asked whether was it my friends.
so i went out to check and found out it was,
Lingsheng
Sebastian
Shunda
Junrong
Bingjun
Ahbuii
Zongyi
Zhangrong

Thanks for the surprise guys! :D

After that,went to yewtee to take train and as well meet up with
Darling♥,Pearlina & Jovi.
head to Suntec to meet RenAn & than head to Kbox...
after Kbox we went to YukiYaki at MarinaSq
YukiYaki have BBQ,Steamboat & Sushi buffet.
there's also frying Icecream but have to add $2 on,
no money than did not add ;[
okay,eat till 10.30pm
went to DoubyGhuat for lanshop ;x
Chambers cost 90cent/hr with goodcomps ;]
played from 12.30am ~ 6.45am.
than headed home.
Thanks for the party guys!
MORE PHOTOS LATER!

Also,
Happy 1st Month Anniversary,
C'lyn darling ♥
woaini ♥ ,
& Sorry no present cuz i'm broke ;[

lll
black&red.
5:39 PM

Y Monday, October 12, 2009

Just feel like posting,
hahas...
Going to be a busy week...
Birthday reaching in 5days! :D

Imissyou badly ;[
I♥you deeply ;]

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

lll
black&red.
1:25 PM

Y Friday, October 9, 2009

I rather we quarrel now,
than dun understand each other...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

lll
black&red.
11:33 PM

Y Thursday, October 8, 2009

...
I know i'm bad ;[
hate me,
dislike me,
scold me,
just do whatever you want,
just don't ignore me.

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

lll
black&red.
4:43 PM

Y Tuesday, October 6, 2009

So far so good for my N'level ;]

A promise is a promise,
promise is not meant to be broken!

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

[Edit]
We shouldn't do what each other like,
we shouldn't not do what each other dislike,
this means we are changing to what each likes
& became one new self...
Be who we are,
live with it,
no matter with who,
you are what you are...
Of course,bad habits should be gone too!

We shouldn't be doing everything together!
of course i don't mean we shouldn't,
but if you do everything together,
we need to consider many stuffs
and after sometimes we get sick of each other,
cause usually we ain't doing what we like...

[edit]11.13pm
It takes a million tries to make someone happy,
but it takes a single try to make someone sad...
Just like love,
you take a breathe to say iloveyou,
but it takes a whole lifetime to prove it...
Cheering people up is not a simple task,
that's why i always admire people who can cheer people up easily...
& wondered to myself am i one of them who can cheer people up easily?

♥C'lyn aiai,

lll
black&red.
5:50 PM

Y Sunday, October 4, 2009

Tomorrow will be the start of N'level ;]
all the best,
and hope that paper will be easy
and to faster finish N's...

I feel so useless...
i always felt jealous
and idk why...
whenever i look into your eyes
i feel so deep in love with you!
& become speechless...
Whenever i hold your hand tightly
i don't wanna let you go...
because i'm afraid of losing you...
but always your action towards him is different...
seeing is believing...
believing is something...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

lll
black&red.
10:30 PM

Final countdown day 1,
Tomorrow will be the day where N'lvl start ;]
all the best people,
just do your best...

I ♥you,
seriously,
words cannot describe how i feel.
♥Cerlyn aiai ;]

Why also,
you always seems like you want to win,
and also think that you are the only right one...
;[

I want a Razer Mamba! :x

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

Still i got things i do not dare to say,
cause i dun want to lose you.♥

Daily love horoscope,04/10/09
Work may be difficult today but you can turn the mood around with your attitude. Focus on your weekend plans with your sweetheart, and the day will fly by.

Yesterday horoscope,03/10/09
Every obstacle you run into isn't necessarily bad news. Right now you could start running into road blocks left and right, so don't get frustrated. Each limit is there for a reason, and you need to understand why it could be there. You may have to struggle more than usual in your daily routine, and you could have an especially hard time helping the people you want to help. They aren't disappointed in you, so don't worry about letting anyone down.

true...

Today horoscope,04/10/09
Small, intimate settings are more to your liking today, so try to avoid big parties and crowds and focus on interviews, dates and other one-on-one activities. Your partner appreciates it!

okay, ;D

[Edit]
True or fake?
idk...

lll
black&red.
12:10 AM

Y Friday, October 2, 2009

Final countdown day 2,
lol...Cannot make it to N's le...
all the best to all people take N's next monday ;]
which is 2days ltr...

I think i trusted you more than before,
a lot more than before...
Because i love you ;]
aiai♥
I ♥you,
Cerlyn ;]

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

[edit]
Is there somethings you still didn't mention about?
Do you have secret i doesn't know?
Do you have stuff you wouldn't want to tell me?
Are you avoiding me?.
Are you missing me?.
Are you loving me?
I'm asking this is because,
i ♥ you more than anyone does...
i ♥you deeper than you can imagine...

&
i grab this in Jiejie blog,
I did edit some of the parts,actually most of the parts ;x
Love is not to forget but to forgive,
Love is not to see but to understand,
Love is not to hear but to listen,
Love is not to let go but to hold on,
Don't ever leave the one who love you as what you are,
Find one who call you beautiful rather than hot,
Who call you back after u hang up the phone on him,
Who will stay awake to watch you sleep,
Wait for the guy to kiss your forehead,
Who show you off infront of the world when you are full of sweat,
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares for you,
and how lucky he is to be with you,
Wait for the one who turns to his friends to say that 'it's her'
i find this very meaningful ;]
Ain't it describing me? hahas! ;x

lll
black&red.
11:20 PM

Y Thursday, October 1, 2009

Final countdown day 3,
hahas...
3 more days to N'lvl ...
how i wish to faster finish all the paper,
at the same time i wish i could have more time to study ;x
Complicated huh?
these means that i'm not prepared lol...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

[Edit]
Just like what i predicted...
Everything happens,
you say the same thing...

lll
black&red.
11:10 PM